STOP THIS

Read this and be warned, I am not joking around.

I hate being mean to others, it really makes me feel icky and just nasty when I am, but I have to draw the line right now. This is getting on my nerves.
Last week, I was being nice to my friends and a handful of others by giving them premiums, but I am not giving premiums away anymore. The only times I will FROM NOW ON is if it's for a contest or something like that. SO PLEASE FOR THE SAKE OF MY SANITY STOP ASKING ME FOR PREMIUMS. I hate being rude! I hate it a lot, but you (the people I don't even know) who are asking for premiums are just... just being plain rude.

I'm willing to give out points and all but... I'm not made of so much money that I can just give out premiums all willy-nilly! Seriously, there is a fine line between giving out stuff and being nice. I'm at the point where people are just asking me for it and they expect me to just say, "Sure!" I can't! I honestly cannot continue to give out premiums, it's expensive.

I am putting this in caps and bolding this so it can't be overlooked:
I REFUSE TO GIVE OUT PREMIUMS FROM NOW ON, I WILL ONLY DONATE POINTS. IF I AM ASKED TO GIVE SOMEONE A PREMIUM TWO MORE TIMES  I WILL DEACTIVATE MY ACCOUNT.

Why two? Because I know there will be at least one or two other people who have not read this.

I understand that this is a bit overboard, what with the whole deactivating my account thing but I'm just tired of this. I don't want to be rude and I understand that I was extremely generous, but it kills me on the inside to say no to people who have asked me for a premium these past few days.

Oh... and if I deactivate this account I'm going to make a new account and just add the people who I am actually friends with. Deviantart is my home but I don't want to feel stressed or burdened whenever I come online. So my good friends... please don't take this the wrong way... I'm just really tired of this.